Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Journal enty of the bleeding heart


A Entry of a bleeding heart filled only with sorrow...


Can you not see that your hurting me? If not how blind can you be? Dragging me deeper into darkness and dispair. Cutting me deeper, and it seems that you don't even care.

Sorrow is taking me over, Swallowing me deeper into the depths of my soul as I fall, and once you finally notice it may be to late to call.

Have I not been through enough torture, causing my vison to blur. I've already been through alot and just want the agony to stop.

I'm sick now, and my heart is weak, so sick at times I can bearly speek.

Watch as im ripped to shreads at my very core, you can see the gash where the blood is seeping out of my heart where it tore.

Go ahead laugh my sorrow is funny, and now as I talk my voice is filled with salt or hunny.

Please let me know if this pain will soon stop, for if not all hope is lost for the stone covering my grave will eventually stop.

I need to know so I may hold on a bit longer to my sanity, for what once made me happy, I can no longer hear the free bird sing, am I now def? can it be?

The dagger is out shining dangerously, as the fall of tears and I wallow in agony.

Pain and agony are the only constant thing in my life, no matter my feeling nor the constant struggle or strife.


should I now fall, and step back lose it all?
I can not keep believing, myself i keep deceiving

The pain and the sorrow is swallowing me whole, and now im being burnt touched all these hot coals called words.

Im lost now and im crying out loud, the sound of my voice no longer high and proud.

Im calling for you my once honored friends, and I will keep calling you until the very end....


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